DeceptionMy Darling January
Knives flew at me,
As you unleashed your anger onto my weakened,
Unable to fight any longer,
I lie undefended on the cold stone steps, awaiting my doom.
Blood emptied from my veins,
As I was pierced by blades of steel,
Penetrating my flesh.
You who stood before me,
Laughed maniacally at my misery.
Blood drenched my clothes,
As I watched you through half-open eyelids.
Your mask of evil fell,
As your inner machinery beeped colourful lights.
You who stand before me,
Was frozen still as your true identity was revealed.
Robot you were,
As I stared at you, paralyzed by fear.
The secret that you have been hiding from me all these years,
At last revealed.
The person that I once knew,
Was nothing more than mechanical parts,
Fueled by the wish to kill.
The wonderful being that helped me with math,
Was indeed a giant calculator.
The final knife was thrown towards me with 200N of applied force.
I was instantly sliced in
BetrayalMy Darling July
Sitting next to me with your legs crossed,
Gripping your light green lead pencil firmly,
But not tightly.
Staring at your paper with a calm expression on your delicate face,
Working ever so diligently.
Your subtle presence beside me,
Fills me with an indescribable feeling.
I glanced over to look at you,
As you turned your head and caught my eyes.
Time seemingly stopped,
As we were locked into an intense moment of staring.
I was slapped.
Slapped extremely hard against my right cheek,
As the back of your hand flew by.
Pain I felt,
As I was shocked,
Agonized by what you have done,
This was a day I shall not forget,
Never forgetting the pain that will forever doom me into despair.
Never forgetting that apple-sized bruise that you left on my right cheek,
Tearing my tissue paper heart into a million pieces,
No hope of repairing itself.
I sat alone in my chair,
As I glanced next to me.
The seat was empty,
I looked out the door.
As a silho
Shattered - Part 2Shattered (Part 2)
Shattered like a plate that was thrown at you when your mother found out you Asian failed.
Shattered like your lungs after breathing in 1.65mol/L of salt water.
Shattered like your skin when you decided to tan yourself for 6 consecutive days.
Shattered like your bladder as you attempt to wait your turn for the washroom.
Shattered like your hopes of living, as I abandon you, leaving you in the middle of a pack of hungry bears.
Shattered like a rare equipment as you dark scrolled it on Maple Story.
Shattered like a cell membrane as it was exposed to a hypotonic solution.
Shattered like your soul after Eddy looked at you.
Mood SwingMy Darling October
The shackles of death chained me down like 50 tones of heavy weights, pulling me back to Earth, back to reality where still, your face haunts me like a nightmare that never goes away, a visage that is forever trapped in the dark realms of my head, slowly sucking away at my sanity with a straw of evil, yet at times I wonder to myself; what has made you like this, to leave me drowning in my sorrows, fear, hate, sadness, things that will intoxicate me, shattering my confidence and will to live as you walked on without me, to leave my care and comfort, the welcoming home that I made for you long ago with my heart and soul, for you, you alone, and slowly arising from the depths of my heart is anger, thoughts that never occurred to me are being thought of, because your IQ is lower than a mole rats, which should be mocked at in public by the squinty eyes of a million citizens, whos only wish is for peace in the world, but cannot happen because of your fee
The Time We Shared TogetherMy Darling - April
Oh how nice you are, as you gently leaned towards me,
touching my cheeks with your lips who's feeling to me is like the fluttering of a thousand angels, hovering,
soothing me into a deep slumber in which I can never be awaken from..
I lifted my shirt seductively,
as you reached up to grab my tender breasts,
rubbing its soft mounds with delicate care.
Our lips touched, as we are locked into an endless moment of passion,
never wanting to let go, surrounded by the comfort of each other's love, forever in our own paradise.
Your warm hands wrapped around mine,
As I gently held back,
Never wanting to let go,
The time we shared together.
Mercy of God you do not deserve,
As the boils on your skin explode with my hatred.
Dominance of anger enraged me knowing of your feeble existence,
As the black waters of death washed over you.
Your corrupted mind is nothing but pure darkness,
That deserves to be slain by a blade of cold steel.
Your betrayal slices through the capillaries of my heart,
Making me unable to fend for myself.
Your demonic smile fails to deceive my eyes,
The essence of your soul reeks in the nose of those knowing the truth.
At this moment... only I know of your true ego,
Reveal its foul mask and rays of truth will burn your heart into an ash that no one can see.
Your ignorance to my wishes,
Leaves me bleeding over the ground in which you tainted.
My jagged sword slowly cuts the walls of your soul,
Leaving no hope for recovery.
Your cunningness like a snake cannot escape through my sharp eyes of an eagle,
Not ever standing a chance for survival.
This world does not accept you here,
This world doe
My DarlingMy Darling - August (Pseudo-name)
Your eyes...they glimmer with mystery shining a path of light, guiding me through darkness.
Your clear visage...melts the ice capped mountains of my heart!!
Your beauty...turns Medusa into stone.
Your hair...tumbles like a black cascading waterfall.
Your clear voice...echoes through the valleys of my dreams.
Your skin...smooth as silk spins a web of joy around me.
Your touch...removes the dam inside me, allowing a gentle river to flow...washing away my sorrows.
Your love envelops me like an evelope.
And your hands...Delicate, yet soft, as they enclosed around mines.
Ah, that is you...