Mood Swing

My Darling – October

The shackles of death chained me down like 50 tones of heavy weights, pulling me back to Earth, back to reality where still, your face haunts me like a nightmare that never goes away, a visage that is forever trapped in the dark realms of my head, slowly sucking away at my sanity with a straw of evil, yet at times I wonder to myself; what has made you like this, to leave me drowning in my sorrows, fear, hate, sadness, things that will intoxicate me, shattering my confidence and will to live as you walked on without me, to leave my care and comfort, the welcoming home that I made for you long ago with my heart and soul, for you, you alone, and slowly arising from the depths of my heart is anger, thoughts that never occurred to me are being thought of, because your IQ is lower than a mole rat’s, which should be mocked at in public by the squinty eyes of a million citizens, who’s only wish is for peace in the world, but cannot happen because of your feeble pea-brained existence that taints the grass, tress, animals, anything in your surroundings that you come in contact with and stare at with your greedy eyes that only wish for more selfish items that can never be yours no matter how hard you wish, how hard you try, or how many times you steal because the world rejects you with its every fiber, for you to see the light in which you destroyed long ago with your black heart, a heart that can be patched by nothing and should only be devoured by hungry bears.